Fearless

My short film for film class on the experience of being lost. You probably won't understand it at all. That's fine. I apologize for the quality, I'm currently in the process of re-exporting so it's better. Hoooray. Hahahaha, this just makes me laugh. Edit: Better quality upload. WATCH IN HD LEGGO.

Bombed my orgo exam. But moving on. The weather has been so. nice. I can't even handle it. Like, I go outside and there's instantly a smile on my face, no matter how upset I am about certain subjects involving certain proton transfers and certain properties that can instantly make you feel inferior to everyone and everything. You know how it is. I think it's supposed to be like this for the rest of the semester, which is wonderful. Which reminds me, my freshman year is over in just three weeks. Oh my gooodness. I don't want to be a sophomore yet!! I'm not done being a freshman!! I feel like I haven't done enough, but then if I think about it, I've done a lot. I've learned a lot about myself, I've learned a lot about other people, I've learned some stuff about reactions of dienes, I've remembered why I love dancing so much, I've developed a new and improved outlook on my life, mostly the stuff that y'all have probably seen me write ...

So I haven't written in a while. I think the frequency of my posts is inversely related to the number of problems that I have in my life. AKA life's aiight. Just gotta keep my head up and hope nothing goes wrong... Sometimes I worry that my new attitude toward life that I've developed in college might border on carelessness. That's not what I mean it to be at all, it's different, but I don't know if this is what carelessness is. I've never been a careless person before. Optimism. Trying not to worry so much about grades. Spending a little more time relaxing and having fun than doing work. Making dance a priority. That's just normal, right? I'm not just weird? Okay? Okay. I dunno. Have you ever wondered why we fall for the wrong people? We think that we like someone, maybe even spend a long relationship with them, but it ends up not working out. You probably haven't wondered it because it's a completely abstract idea. But you would think ...